Kelly walked toward the window and sighed. "Where are you?" she said aloud. Kelly looked expectantly around the neighborhood. She started to turn away when she heard the fence creaked. She slowly turned towards the window again and beamed. "Adam," Kelly said dreamily, looking at the love of her life walking to front porch. He looks sexy when he wears a suit and neatly combed his hair, she thought.
Kelly ran downstairs and opened the door. She leaned on the door frame to catch her breath. "Adam," she finally managed to say. Adam held her hand and pulled her into his arms. Tears welled up in their eyes. Kelly pulled away and studied him. "You look pale, Adam," Kelly exclaimed, "Are you well?". Kelly did not wait for the answer, she pulled Adam to her living room, started the fire and made tea. Kelly offered the tea but he declined. Adam took the mug out of her hands and set it on the table. He took her hands in his and pulled her close. Adam cupped Kelly's face in his hands and whispered, "I love you". Kelly looked into Adam's green eyes and tears streamed down his cheeks. She wiped the tears with the back of her hand and sighed. "Adam, what.." Kelly said in a hoarse, concerned voice when there were someone banged on the door. Kelly smiled apologitically and walked towards the window to see who it was. It was Carrie, Kelly's sister.
Kelly opened the door and Carrie immediately throw herself at her sister. "I...am...so...sorry..." Carrie said between sobs. "What's wrong, Carrie?" Kelly asked, very concerned. Carrie looked at Kelly warily. "You...you don't know?" Carrie asked in bewilderment. She sobbed, "Adam... Adam... he... died ". The world spinned around madly. Kelly shoved her sister away. "YOU'RE CRAZY! YOU'RE CRAZY!" she yelled at Carrie. Carrie tried to hug her but Kelly pushed her away and ran to the living room. Kelly pushed open the door and yelled Adam's name. "ADAM! ADAM!". But there was no one there.
Ahad, 30 November 2008
Goodbye Afiqah & Aina
I'm not poetic like Afiqah, nor am I artistic like Aina.
But this will just have to do.
Goodbye Afiqah & Aina.
Sadly, I have to leave. I enjoyed the times we shared and I cherish them.
Believe it or not, you two were always there with me through thick and thin.
[I will miss...]
Afiqah & Aina
I took your advices gratefully as you took mine.
You two made me laugh hysterically with your sarcastic sense of humor.
The gossips & stories we share with one another.
The talks about boys we fancy.
The conversations & recommendations we have about novels.
The willing heart to lend a friend recommended novels.
All the girls.
All the boys, especially....
Zikry, Fakhri, Hamdillah, Fadhlee, Afham.
All the teachers.
You two always bite me when you're angry and took it all out on me.
It's okay. I enjoyed it.
BTW, I'm terribly sorry that I always bullied Danil.
But, most of all, I would miss you, Afiqah & Aina.
For just being there with me, I know you're both shoulders I could cry on.
Friends I can depend on.
Friends whom I love and love me for who I am.
There is no one else in the world that could replace Afiqah & Aina.
In my heart, they would always be two of my best friends.
Note to Afiqah & Aina:
[I know what I wrote is kind of corny but it's true]
But this will just have to do.
Goodbye Afiqah & Aina.
Sadly, I have to leave. I enjoyed the times we shared and I cherish them.
Believe it or not, you two were always there with me through thick and thin.
[I will miss...]
Afiqah & Aina
I took your advices gratefully as you took mine.
You two made me laugh hysterically with your sarcastic sense of humor.
The gossips & stories we share with one another.
The talks about boys we fancy.
The conversations & recommendations we have about novels.
The willing heart to lend a friend recommended novels.
All the girls.
All the boys, especially....
Zikry, Fakhri, Hamdillah, Fadhlee, Afham.
All the teachers.
You two always bite me when you're angry and took it all out on me.
It's okay. I enjoyed it.
BTW, I'm terribly sorry that I always bullied Danil.
But, most of all, I would miss you, Afiqah & Aina.
For just being there with me, I know you're both shoulders I could cry on.
Friends I can depend on.
Friends whom I love and love me for who I am.
There is no one else in the world that could replace Afiqah & Aina.
In my heart, they would always be two of my best friends.
Note to Afiqah & Aina:
Afiqah: I will miss the secrets we share and the conversations we have. Talking to you I can be honest and undoubtful. You're an emotional wreck. You're bad at composing your emotions. You're sensitive too and sarcastic. You're demanding and most of the time needs to be taken care of yet when a friend needs you, you're always there. You always make a huge deal of a small matter. I think you look good in blue. You're very unique.
Aina: I will miss drawing and coloring with you because it so much fun. I think you are really good too. You're very sarcastic. You have mood swings. You're caring but tough. You can be a huge distraction most of the time during classes. I think you look good in red & purple. You make a small deal of something I would consider huge. You're always cool and compose except to me because you and Afiqah always take it out on me. But, when you start freaking out, you can really throw a fit.
Aina: I will miss drawing and coloring with you because it so much fun. I think you are really good too. You're very sarcastic. You have mood swings. You're caring but tough. You can be a huge distraction most of the time during classes. I think you look good in red & purple. You make a small deal of something I would consider huge. You're always cool and compose except to me because you and Afiqah always take it out on me. But, when you start freaking out, you can really throw a fit.
[I know what I wrote is kind of corny but it's true]
Frustration
I feel stupid. I should not have lied about my Maths paper. I got them and I know I failed my Maths by a disappointing 47%. I can't even remember when I was given my Maths paper, but it felt like decades ago, which makes it more unbearable. (I'm not trying too sound melodramatic but I'm the eldest child in the family and my dearest mother expects more from me than my two other siblings. When I fail it hurts her more, especially in Maths-her favorite subject. That's why I lied to them in the first place. Because I hated to see my mum crying and my daddy pissed off because I cause my mum to cry *groaned*). Today is already 30th November 2008. Tomorrow is our holiday. Most students would definately be ecstatic but I'm not sure.
Why?-Because on Saturday (29th November 2008) I got a call from my class teacher, Ck Rozi to come to Maktab Sains on Monday to collect my report card and that she would also be calling my classmates too. But, tonight, I was online when I found out none of my classmates got a call from Ck Rozi. dot...dot...dot...dot... I went in a conversation with a classmate and one of my closest friend, Fifah. I asked her first if she got a call from Ck Rozi (and suprise suprise she said no) and then I told her about my lying to my parents and etc. and guess what... she told me to tell my parents the truth about my lying to them about my freakin' Maths paper. Soon, I saw that Fifah was right, one way or another my mum will still have to deal with the disappointment. Anyway, when I told my parents about what I found out tonight, my mum told me straight out to just to take my report card next year for fear that I was going to be alone in a big "institution" (I can take care of myself).
I don't know how to react. It took me off guard. I thought my mum would have desperately wanted me to get my report card, but I guess not. I not sure anymore if I should confess or not. Should I?
Why?-Because on Saturday (29th November 2008) I got a call from my class teacher, Ck Rozi to come to Maktab Sains on Monday to collect my report card and that she would also be calling my classmates too. But, tonight, I was online when I found out none of my classmates got a call from Ck Rozi. dot...dot...dot...dot... I went in a conversation with a classmate and one of my closest friend, Fifah. I asked her first if she got a call from Ck Rozi (and suprise suprise she said no) and then I told her about my lying to my parents and etc. and guess what... she told me to tell my parents the truth about my lying to them about my freakin' Maths paper. Soon, I saw that Fifah was right, one way or another my mum will still have to deal with the disappointment. Anyway, when I told my parents about what I found out tonight, my mum told me straight out to just to take my report card next year for fear that I was going to be alone in a big "institution" (I can take care of myself).
I don't know how to react. It took me off guard. I thought my mum would have desperately wanted me to get my report card, but I guess not. I not sure anymore if I should confess or not. Should I?
Jumaat, 28 November 2008
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